A new me.

41days till im gone, gone from mass, from those i knew and those ill miss.

Army active, im ready pumped, i may not be the ripped/perfect/smart person, but im ready to do my best to protect what i stand for and for those i stand to protect. GOD this sounds fucking cheesy, i should make some sappy build for older single ladies. Well im leaving in 40days (forgot its past 12am) i feel as though im mostly ready, certainly i do wish i was jacked or ripped haha, but that is not me, which i think im finally ok with. Hopefully these last weeks go good, hang with those i dont see, party, play, have damn good time, and if not. Shocker.  

Child hood

I think what put me at huge disadvantage in my childhood was the fact that I never grew up in one place I lived in so many places as a kid I never had true friends, best friends I had right now friends. I was always the first to be kicked off, or first to be “unfriended” which makes sense Jim and Tim been buddy’s sense 1st grade then Christian meets them 8th grade and knows no one! I think because of this I never got good start in school with people with clicks, with anyone really. Maybe I just wasn’t smart enough or strong enough to adjust and not come off as a socially awkward dumbass. I’m token for granted sometimes it seems. I’ve always tried to give or help to make me seem important but instead I’m used for those specific things. Rides,booze,party’s,cash. One time I say no it’s over I’m cut and I’m the asshole for it. Granted this topic kinda spit in two but they both complement each other. Night.

  • 0 Plays
  • [FREE Bonus] Lost Woods Dubstep Rap Remix by NoneLikeJoshuaEphixa

Today a buddy of mine got mad at me, and I was bummed out but then I thought ” I can’t make everyone happy all the time” but what drives me nuts is when someone get mad or does something they never say sorry. That drives me nuts. I’ll man up and say sorry or show that I screwed up.